Who will I Be

My goal is to be a professional person. From my childlessness I have put in put in my mind of being a teacher. I like the way teachers make students learn and improve their skills. My family is also a religious family so I also made a goal in this area. i promised that I will never abandoned my believes. and try to make other friends follow my way.
I am always dreaming. i dream of going to other countries. I want to travel around the world, getting to know other cultures. I also dream of owning a nice ride, to be able to go out the time I wish. I also dream of having a family with a couple of children. I would want to live a better life than of my parents. I wish to go and visit USA. I have some relatives and friends over there, so I wishing to go and pass a vacation over there.
My roles in the future would be as a teacher, a mother, a friend and a follower of Jesus. I would want to have a good employment. i want to have the best family with my children. I like to meet with friends and of course I will still be friend of the ones I have right now. I want to teach many young people about my knowledge with the background I am studying.
The path to get there is by putting all my effort, my enthusiasm in my work. I need to obtain a good personality. To always be positive in what I do. Make all the necessary track to obtain my goals. I need to get more responsible in my studies and if I really want to be someone professional in the future, I need to work for it.
In every work, in every where there would always be obstacles to overcome. there might be problem in getting a job because most of the timeit requires person of experience. i have heard some cases that had already pass a problem like that and it my not be the exemption with me. If that happens to me I will find help with those ones that had already pass a problem like that, and ask them for advice. i also know that God will always help me in the problems I overcome, so obstacles wouldn't let my goals not be accomplished. i know being a teacher you need a lot of patience. I know there are students that are really a problem in dealing with them. i will always try my best in supporting them.
I will change the world with my knowledge with my patience and with my dedication. I will show the students how important an education is needed. i like to give comment about my personal problems to my friends and they also do. I give them advice because I like it. I will practice this with my students also. I may change the world a little but surely it will be change.

who I am

I am very friendly. I am an enthusiastic person who wants to be more expressive. I like many thing as well as I dislike things. I like sports but maybe because i am shy i do not want to engage in participating here at school. I like to help my mother in the chores at home. My mother loves to bake and I love to help her too. In the things to eat I do not like too much the vegetables. Whenever my mom does soup I would barely eat the vegetables that ere in there, especially the carrots. My favorite food is tamales and I dont know why others do not like it but that is the best food one can eat. I like to draw and paint. In my house I have frames that I did with my drawings.
I also like to see cartoons. I enjoyed watching it with my other sisters. My parents say that my talent is to bring out a hard voice in front of a congregation. I am also responsible when coming to do with serious situations. My strenghts is that i never give up in anything don't mattering the situation. My weakness is that I am shy and cant do too much with that. I use my strengths in my studies and i would improve my weakness by asking how to act and to behave in front of many people. In my home I am the oldest girl. We are three of us and I have to help my other little sisters in their studies.

Who I was

My childhood was not how I really would liked to have been. I lived with my grandparents for some years. My father abandoned my mother, little sister and me. My mother had to work fo maintain us with food and clothes. Thanks to God my grandparents help my mother in seeking for us. I began primary school without the help of a father. My mother was mother and father for me.
In my first year of school, I had to go alone to school and come back alone to school, while other children their would go and find for them. In my assignments I needed to work alone. i had no one to help me with it. My mother was busy working and my grandparents don't have the patience nor the knowledge to help me. For the second year my mother engage in a relationship with a man. The man is now our step father for me and my other sister. I am the older one of us. Thanks to God and to my stepfather I could continue my studies.I don't had an enjoyable childhood since I had help my mom with chores of the house. I had to help her clean the house. She never to cook or to help her work to gain money.She sacrificed herself alone. She married with the man and now he works for us. My mother always supported me in my education background. Everything I needed she would do her best to gave it to me.
I overcome many obstacles in my childhood. I became a smart that liked the school and want a different life when grew up. Maybe I got ashamed of not having a father as the other children but i knew my mother was my father as well for me. I would have like not be a worried child.
My primary school helped me to look in a different way school. Most of the time I was apart from everybody set alone. I don't like to have friends. I was very bad building a relationship.
There were time that somebody talk to me and I just saw the person and never respond him/her back. I got traumatic of how my childhood was going. Thanks to my mom, my grandparents, teachers and of course my stepfather and God I overcome everything. Now I could easily build new friendship.

My Values

3 Right to speak
2. Able to express my feelings
1.Have an education
4.have a family
5.have friends
6.to be heard
7.to enjoy myself
8.to participate in anything i would like to.
9. to gain information
10. be part of a healthy environment
11.loving
12.caring
13. respect
14.get help
15. goal oriented
16. have rights to participate
17. be able to engage in sports
18.to laugh
19. to be part of a religion
20. my own believes

Movie

Erika Perez

1. Factors that contributed to Precious having low self-esteem are: being physical abuse by parents, being raped, not knowing to read nor write, and considering herself as fat and ugly that nobody loved her.

2. Precious signs of low self-esteem was that she did everything what her mother wants her to do even-though she do not wanted, she was very quite and do not express her feelings and her courage.

3. Precious went to a Psychology person who helped her take out all her pain she had inside herself. She also went to a teacher to helped her write and read and where also she encounter some friends who apologize and help her.

4. Precious was always shy, and if she could not write she would just left her page blank. She was not that caring with herself. The Neurotic need of Affection and Approval and restricted her life in narrow borders.

5. The Psychologist she visited, the teacher, friends, and her two babies make her self-esteem increase.

6. Precious was no longer the person that her mother make her to be. She made her own actions and decisions. She went out from home and took along her two babies.

7. The movies tells us that there are persons from everywhere in this world that are being treated as how Precious was being treated. I felt desperate of what was going to happen with her. But finally I think she made the write decision to come out of home if she felt was insecure there. That was really a good example of how persons are making other ones have low self-esteem even at home.

8. Of course I would recommend this movie because everyone has the opportunity to have a secure life and to build a high self-esteem of themselves.

My Grades

Doing the quizzes online were kind a interesting and very manageable. They were easy to access and to perform. I did the "Big Five" Personality Quiz in which most of the result were average. My score stated that I am most likely to have an average personality. The highest i had was in conscientiousness. This result qualified me as planning, perseverance, responsibility, and cautiousness.
I also did the Ennergam Quiz which was most likely to be a questionnaire as all of the rest ones. I got the highest point in the description of the Helper. In the other areas that i was classify as good in was in type 4 and in type 5. type 4 was of being individualist and type 9 being the peacemaker. I think I need to work harder in the type of reformer. The reformer was my least score I had.
In the 4 trait Personality Test my score was 35% Being Melancholy, 30% Phlegmatic, 13% Sanguine and 23% Choleric. It could be seen that in Melancholy I am average because my strength is 7 and my weakness is 7. I need to work harder in some areas. My personality result is Melancholy Phlegmatic.